{256 days}

That's how long it's been since LW passed away. I know this because the last day my TiVo connected to the service was the day I got that awful phone call. Every time I turn on my TiVo, I get an error message saying to "make a daily call soon". Why I haven't, I don't know. I only know that my life changed permanently 256 days ago. It's never been the same. I still feel an emptiness that, at times, threatens to tear me apart. There are times when I remember him so clearly he seems near to me. Those moments take my breath away and leave me weak in the knees. There was so much promise in him, so much left unsaid, undone, between the two of us. If I could have one more day, what would I say? What would I do?