{the story of a girl}

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Like peanut butter & jelly

A while ago, a friend described me and my iPod(s) as going together like peanut butter & jelly. I'd have to concur with this conclusion. For example, I've made the monumental decision to finally tell a certain someone how I feel. After I made the decision to do it, I instantly felt better. All the confusion and doubt and angst of the past several months just melted away.

As I was driving into work this morning, I began to doubt my decision. Until I turned on my iPod and it began to play random songs that totally 'hit the spot', such as:

Say by John Mayer

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say

Before It's Too Late by the Goo Goo Dolls

Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

and the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save

A life you don't live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real 'til it's gone

So live like you mean it
Love 'til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives

and the best one:

Defying Gravity from the musical Wicked

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by
The rules of someone else's game

Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes
And leap...

It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you can't pull me down

I'm through accepting limits
Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost

It's kind of freaky how well my iPod knows me.


Blogger Nikki said...

Good for you! I am glad you told him. The ball is in his court now...I am glad you feel better too!

11:25 AM


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