{three weeks}

Three weeks since the accident. Three weeks since my world was turned upside down. Three weeks since I felt "normal". Will it ever be the same? No, it won't. Will it be okay? Yes. Time has a way of healing wounds. Cliche, but true. I still expect to see his smile and fell his arms around me, but I know there will come a time when I won't expect it. Long for it, yes. Expect, no.

I had an emotional "come apart" the other night. The pain was just so overwhelming I couldn't breathe. He's gone and with him went so much hope. So much promise. I need to find a way to say good-bye. To gain closure so I can move on. But how, I don't know.