{the story of a girl}

Monday, December 19, 2005


It's less than a week until Christmas and I don't think I've felt this hallow for a long time. I don't care about Christmas this year. I truly don't. I don't need anything; I can't find anything good for the people on my list. I am dreading flying in the rush and dealing with family. I want to go to a beach and sip rum drinks from a lounge chair as a cabana boy caters to my every whim. I want to belong to someone again. The feelings don't go away...or, at least, not for long. It seems as if everytime I've reconciled myself to being alone I'll get a small glimpse or taste of romance and affection and it leaves me longing for more. Damnit.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

{deck the halls}

I didn't decorate as much as I normally do, but couldn't resist a little....

Monday, December 05, 2005


2 names you go by:
2 parts of your heritage:
2 things that scare you:
The thought of drowning
2 of your everyday essentials:

2 things you are wearing right now:
Thick sweater coat
2 of your favorite bands or musical artists (at the moment):
Sheryl Crow
2 favorite songs (at the moment):
Good Is Good- Sheryl Crow
Better Now- Collectitve Soul (it reminds me of old-school INXS)
2 things you want in a relationship (other than real love):

Partner in crime
Money (ha-ha)
2 truths:
I'm a procrastinator
I have HUGE walls around me...self built
2 physical things that appeal to you (in the opposite sex):

Rugged, outdoorsy look
Nice eyes
2 of your favorite hobbies:
Shopping- that's a hobby, right?
2 things you want really badly:
A good relationship
A cute little townhouse/cottage that is AFFORDABLE
2 places you want to go on vacation:
Back to Europe
2 things you want to do before you die:

Get married
2 ways that you are stereotypically a chick:
I love to shop (if I'm in the right mood)
As much as I try to avoid it, I tend to be moody
2 things you are thinking about right now:

That I get to go on vacation for almost 2 weeks in 2 weeks
How long it will take me to lose the rest of this weight
2 stores you shop at:
Bed, Bath and Beyond (doing a little redecorating)